I Dont know.

So frustratingly simple. I dont know. I dont know why.
I do a lot of quirky things. I'm just gonna write about them. Cause its my blog.

I talk when i write. I also write the way i talk.
"So now that we're acquainted, i'm gonna write my blog like this."

"I talk to myself when i walk on the road, in various accents. I do this so i can sound like i'm talking to two or three of me, all of us with different points of view on the same subject (cause we sound and act differently) but in the end we all agree on what i say."

"I need counseling. Constantly. But, i dont tell anyone. I call my heroes. This includes a man called Paul who works really hard, the Arsenal football team which looks over me because their poster is on the wall right above my head and Bob Marley who walks next to me constantly messing with his dreadlocks and sayin 'You gonna be a'ite maan, keep your faith.' Then i kick a stone and say yeah..."

"When i listen to a song, i listen intently for very specific notes. I have no knowledge of musical scales or chords or suchlike. But i like the little, hidden things in a song, like a note here or a piano piece there or jus the violin in the background. I even listen to noise."

"I like loose shirts."

"I like being thin and lanky."

"I imagine myself floating outside my window sometimes."

"I like the glow of a street light through a tree from far off."

"Dont mess with my head. It plans everything out. I'm lost without my plan."

"I hate wasting time. But i waste time just by thinking about not wasting time. I hate thinking that too. Its a big spiral loop that ends with a fundamental question - 'Where are my slippers?'"

"My mouth is always open when i watch a movie."

"My mouth is usually open."

"I listen to anyone when they tell me anything. And i imagine it happening. So i'm usually lost in thought when people talk to me, which they find rude and/or disturbing. But they dont know i just heard everything they just said. And it puts a smile on my face."

"I smile a lot for no reason at all."

I dont know why i wrote this blog. I dont know. Dont ask me.